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this week.
has been crazy. hectic. stressful. i hated it.
haha
i think. it would be so much easier to laugh at life.
if things weren't so complicated.
i miss life when everything was just ...simple. ahhhhh.
i think i have had. a total of 9-10 hrs of sleep.
this entire week.
its drving me insane.
i had no idea that IB was like this.
i regret choosing seven IB classes.
my brain must've been ...not there the day i went to see the counselor.
blah. this sucks.
and whoever said that biology as the easiest science out of all three..
was very very wrong.
i swear. its the first day we have a lab.
and the teacher isn't even there.
wtf?!
ugh.
i'm depressed. haha :]
i love how my friends think i'm bipolar.
apparently i laugh and smile too much when i'm not really feeling those emotions.
well.. they're wrong.
kindof.
i miss sleep.
i think even more than i miss my summer life.
blah. and now.
in order to go to the mall tmw.
i should do hw. so i don't get behind.
[sniffle] who knew that you actually had to practice for wind ensemble?
which is basically just a really primped up name for BAND.
blahhhhh.
love& love
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hmm. i'd have to say. i havn't been here in awhile. :] life is pleasant. and as of yet, school has not bothered me all too much.
i miss the downtime i had during the summer.
but then again. that just meant i was lazing around the house.
school.
the bane of my existance...
last year at least.
the homework isn't too bad, just loongg. and time consuming.
and time isn't something that just lays around. waiting...
this week has been going by sooo slowly.
its like...during class. the clock seemed to stop.
and of course made me feel even more restricted. caught by rules. unbreakable.
hm.
maybe i am bothered by school. darn.
i was hoping that it would take at least a month or two before i felt like a prisoner. i don't want to live with any regrets.
hopefully this year. i'll be able to do just that.
&live life to the fullest.
blah. i'm out for the nite.
lovelovelove
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